I can't tell you how much I want you here with us right now. I found a new song today for the blog, Godspeed, and it explains how I feel right now. Godspeed is about the only speed I want right now to get to you.
The pain and desire to have you near us is always the worse at night. I could lay there all night and just think of you. How do you smell, what do your little toes look like, what does you laugh sound like, how will it feel to have those little arms around me?????? Oh I could go on and on about all the little things about you I can't wait to learn about. I can't wait to hear your little pitter patter feet running around. I can't wait to have you pulling at my leg while I'm trying to make dinner and you want to be held. I can't wait to see you splashing around in the tub. I can't wait to see YOU plain and simple.
A couple weeks back the kids got their annual pictures taken and I thought next time we do this Caleb will be here. Instead of trying to get 3 little ones to hold still and all smile while all still looking at the camera we will have 4!!! The thought of you running around with your brothers and sisters makes me smile. You are already so loved by so many. Almost daily Katie will ask to see pictures of her brother and Nathan will state I can't wait till there isn't more girls then boys in this family and I will have some one to wrestle with. It just melts my heart that the kids pray every night that you are kept safe and stay healthy.
Caleb, I hope someday you can read this and know that you are loved beyond words. We have yet to hold you but you are wanted so........We can't wait to get to you and bring you home to a family who can't wait to meet you.........
I LOVE YOU
Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed
Sweet Dreams
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